Weeks and weeks of epic fail~ I have shitty luck at trying to get a job and my dad's getting pissed at me...god I suck. what cn I do besides smoke and stew? Not even movies and yaoi can make me feel better at this point in time...fuuuck. fuckity fuck fuck fuck. this blows. I need HELP!!! It's not like I can just tell the shop managers that I am DESPERATE for work...and persistance pisses them off...what the fuck am I supposed to do?! Someone post a fucking 'help wanted' sign!! Come on!! Here I fucking am!! Help me OUT!!!!!

Tags: goddammit!!!
Current Mood: weedly~
Current Music: Fall Out Boy. yeah, yeah...shut up. D:

I finished Yuki no Koushin!!! Now go buy it, bitches.

Dilemma: My two little brothers always get presents from family for Christmas, Valentine's Day, birthdays, etc. it mostly come from my step-mum's side of the famileh. But...they never send ME anything. I mean, they coul at least ACKNOWLEDGE my existence, for fuck's sake! I'm here, too, ya know! I don't know if it's wrong or not, but I always feel a little left out when my brothers get boxes full of candy and toys and I don't even get a phone call. Is that conceited of me?

Tags: i feel so like an ass...
Current Location: *points*
Current Mood: RAWR
Current Music: Kimi=Hana

Is what I've been doing. I've been TIRELESSLY trying to finish Yuki no Koushin, my (hopeful) authorial debut. I hope to have it done and available by the end of this year, via LULU.com. I've got the ending all plotted out, so it should go quickly. the first 28 chapters are available on my website, www.freewebs.com/dirugiru, but I'm not going to upload any more than that. I just realised it would be bad for sales. More info as it progresses!

Tags: here it's comin' along
Current Location: <-------
Current Mood: meh.
Current Music: mein herz brennt

I have a new lighter...shaped like an elephant! It's really cute, and the light comes out the top of his head...and you fill it up thruough his ass...LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!!!

Tags: elephant yo
Current Location: ----->
Current Mood: ZZZZ
Current Music: Rammstein

Since the last really long one was mostly stuff I love, here is some stuff I hate!

Number one is that I am a very picky eater and will NOT eat onion, avocado, olive, cilantro, salsa, anything spicy, anything sour, or things that are too cold or overly crunchy. I hate censorship, especially when it's on yaoi. I hate the fact that all you see of a naked man on TV is just his butt, while on a girl you get it ALL. (ew.) I hate the fact that I can never find cute shoes to fit my feet. (I wear a size11) I hate being shy. I hate cockroaches. OH GOD DO I HATE THEM!!! I will literally SCREAM LIKE A BANSHEE if I see one. Same goes for wasps and clowns. (oh, those clowns...) I don't like McDonald's, but I'll still eat it if I have to. I hate stupidity. I hate the summer. I hate the fact that I could skip checking my MySpace for a week, come back, and have not a single message. It gets me. XP I hate it when my brother never stops asking for stuff, always assumes everything HAS to be his or shared with him, and I REALLY hate it when he's screamy and noisy, which is 95% percent of the time. There are also multiple other things I hate, but I'll leave it at this...


...for now.

Tags: what sets me off
Current Location: Right...here.
Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Akaku akaku akaku yureta...

because I am one. I much prefer smoking over drinking. I love being baked out of my skull rather than being drunk as hell. Everything is better when I'm high...EVERYTHING. Except movies. If I try to watch a movie while stoned, I will fall asleep. Without fail. The only thing that gets me is I get cravings for foods I hate. Once, I ate two king-sized hot dogs, and I have sworn those demons OFF. I HAAAAAAAATE hot dogs. It grossed me out. But I felt fine five minutes later when I had another joint.

Tags: too high to care
Current Location: *points* over there.
Current Mood: Blitzed
Current Music: setsunasa no kagiri made dakishimete mo...

Let's get it on!

my name, or rather my pen name, is Aki Uesugi. I am 18, and I live in Mobile, Alabama. I was born in Mississippi, raised in Texas, and now live in Alabama. I am as Southern as you could POSSIBLY get, but you wouldn't guess it by talking to me. I dream of going to Japan one day. I plan to be a novelist, and I am almost done with my first project. Go me!

There are a lot of things that interest me. manga is one. Yaoi is another, but for me it is a drug. I'm addicted, and will never go to yaoi rehab! I also like all things Japanese, such as clothes, toys, and food. Ever heard of LUTS? Well, I want one and am going to get one soon. I play Pokemon gameboy games because they're addicting and hard as fuck sometimes. I love penguins. in fact, they're my second favourite animals. Pandas are first, and sea otters are third. I draw a lot, mostly boys. In fact, only boys. I love watching movies, mostly horror flicks and musicals. Invader ZIM is the best show ever created. I have all 27 episodes on DVD, as well as all 12 episodes of Loveless, which is my favourite anime/manga. I also read a lot. And Dir en grey is my favourite band, but "Byakkoya no Musume " by Susumu Hirasawa is my favourite song. Miyavi, Ewan McGregor and Johnny Depp are sex with legs.

I AM A DORK.

Tags: about me y'all
Current Location: Waaaaay out there.
Current Mood: somewhat irritable
Current Music: Dir en grey

I'm pretty sure I had an idea an hour ago...but I forgot. I was too stoned to remember...oh, well.

Tags: meh
Current Location: peekin' thru your window...
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Yoiya naze ni mugen to bihai...

Ever heard of Pretty Freekin Scary? Me neither. But my daddy bought me a dolly of Freekin today. He's very cute, in a Tim Burton-y sort of way. I named him Edward, dork that I am. That's where my name came from, if you didn't read my profile. Well, that's all, I suppose...bye-bye!

Tags: edward
Current Location: in front of my computer
Current Mood: Grrr...
Current Music: "Spicy Marmalade, jirai wo marude!"